7 - Things Only Bunso Unsderstand

You are wise beyond your years
 You saw your ate go through the shittiest breakups. You saw your kuya break down that one night he was fighting with his girlfriend on the phone. You know a lot about love, even if it is something you've never experienced before, because you watched your siblings go through it first.
 You are the funniest
 Your older siblings are so entertained by you that every thing you say is hilarious. You are The Funny One. It is abunso thing. Older siblings are never funny because they are old and lack a solid sense of humor.
 It will always be your fault
When your fighting with your sister its always be your fault.

You are very, very overprotective
That one time ate came home crying because her classmate  pulled out her butterfly clips from her hair was the worst day of your life. Because nobody gets to bully your sister. Except maybe you. haha

Their victories are always your victories. 
Your sister playing a starfish during her first ballet recital was the best day of your life. Also, that time    went up on stage when he was seven and gave a speech entitled, "When I Grow Up, I Want To Be A Teacher."

You will always be doted on in public
I used to cringe when my father calls me “Bunso” or “Buns” in public, but I have adapted to it by now. I just hope that no one I know is anywhere nearby. But when they do call me Buns in the company of friends and acquaintances, I try to keep a straight face and wait for the floor to open up and eat me whole.

You listen to your older siblings even when you don’t want to

You really don’t want to get your older brother a glass of water, but one look from him and you’re scrambling downstairs to get that water. You can insist that you’re not a push over and you’re not created to follow their wiles and wishes. You can pout all day and stomp your feet in frustration, but you know you’ll still get that glass of water.

You will always be the ugly one

Older siblings will always find something to criticize about your clothes, no matter how carefully you put together your outfit. Even as you get older, you’ll still be called “pangit” even when you’re all dressed up. They’re probably just teasing, but no way in hell will they actually think you look great.

You feel like a responsible and dependable human being when they ask for your help

Let me get a tissue because I think these are tears in my eyes. They actually trust me now? Did I actually do something right for once? The responsibility suddenly given to you can be so overwhelming that you’re challenged to step up and prove that you’re a valuable member of the family, too.

Despite our issues about being the youngest child, we know we don’t want it any other way. There are days when I have delusions of wanting to be the ate, so I can lord over a younger sibling, too. But at the bottom of my heart, I know that my family only do what they do because they love me.

I know that no matter what happens, they’ll always have my back.

There's always somebody to take care of you when you get sick — maski lagnat o sipon.

And you’re forever the youngest one, even if you become taller than all of your siblings.

And there’s always a special pasalubong for you from your balikbayan siblings.

Kahit konting lambing lang, your mom will cook your favorite food for you.

And they’ll never say no when you ask for more.

Because, let’s face it, it’s only your right to inherit the best of everything.

6 - Anime gives me life

Anime Series That made me love anime

Naruto

While I may not have stuck with this into Shippuden

I can tell you that when my friends showed me Naruto all those years ago, I knew that my life was never going to be the same. Naruto was the first show I went full on crazy eyes,And it had fucking ninjas! Magical ninjas at that! Naruto was a scrappy, determined, passionate hero who may not always be right or even the best,he always believed in himself and his friends. still one of the hallmarks of anime that I cherish. There are so few works of art nowadays that seem to bring about pure joy for the sake of itself, and Naruto for me personally was the first series I watched that embodied that sentiment and thus made me sit up and take notice of anime. It’s the first series that led me to wade into the Otaku pool. And as such, it will always have a place in my heart.

Code Geass

Not only does it have one of the absolute best endings in anime ever (seriously, the entire series builds to that ending perfectly and you never see it coming until it’s already happening), it’s saying some seriously things about Japanese culture and what it means to be Japanese. Our “hero” Lelouch, flies in the face of all Japanese socialization. He is an individual who puts himself before his country, who seeks to change the world through his individual will. That’s a dangerous sort of hero for Japanese kids to look up to. and it’s a series that just about reaches of what anime is capable of.

You kind of have to have an imagination

You kind of have to have an imagination to get into anime in the first place. most shows feature really crazy concepts and alternate universes that you just can’t view realistically.

some of the most popular anime right now includes Naruto Shippuden, which features a light hearted ninja teen who uses the life energy from the giant fox demon living inside of him to become stronger. another very popular show is Attack on Titan (or Shingeki no Kyojin), which features a group of people trying to survive the giant, naked cannibals that come into town and try to eat everyone.

Anime nerds are used to jumping into highly fictionalized shows and use their imaginations much more regularly than your average person. As a result, they’re generally much more creative and open minded than others.

Meaningful concepts regularly

Even if unrealistic nature of most anime, many shows teach viewers a lesson or explore how we construct our perceptions of reality and what makes one reality the true one.

They can easily make new friends

Not only is it pretty easy for anime nerds to be open to making new friends but the community of anime fanatics is actually quite large, This makes it really easy to find new people you have a lot in common with.

one of my favorite things about anime. it can really help me to smile when im feeling down. when i just really want to laugh.

-Maybe it's just me,but I've always dreamed to be able to go into anime and live in it instead of out here.If it was ever possible.I like anime because teach traditional values,friendship, hard work and the importance of doing what's right, even if it's hard.

5 - Artists Will Understand

Being Afraid Of “Wasting” Great Materials

It’s so exciting to get amazing new materials- that is, until you realise that no project you have planned is worthy of such greatness. If you’re optimistic, you’ll keep them on your workspace for a while, hoping to soon dream up something deserving of their majesty, but they’ll eventually be shoved off into some dusty corner to await their destiny. And, more than likely, they will keep waiting in that corner until they are lost to the sands of time, which is an even greater waste than if you were to use them on lesser pieces.

Take a deep breath and use the fancy pastels. It’ll all be okay.

Running Out Of Fingers To Smudge With

 we all know that they make special tools to smudge with. But let’s be real: no tool is as effective as your fingers. That’s why it’s so devastating to you look down at your hands and see that each and  is covered with a nice coating of graphite, charcoal, or whatever medium you’re working with. What are you meant to do now? If you use a dirty finger, you risk the catastrophe of an unwanted smear. Yet that section *must* be smudged!

Accidentally Tearing Your Paper When You Erase

It’s strange that something as precious as art can exist on something as flimsy as a sheet of paper. It’s also terrifying: one wrong move can destroy a beloved and slaved-over piece. Erasers, which are normally such handy little tools, can be particularly vicious; even the most unassuming of rubbers can create a tear the size of the Marianas Trench across your page, ruining hours of hard work in the blink of an eye. What did you do to deserve such betrayal? And, anyways, erasers are meant to fix mistakes, not cause greater ones!

It’s just not right.

Getting Materials All Over Your Hands

It is an undeniable truth that materials have an uncanny knack for getting all over you. Of course, this is all part of the business; you can’t make an omelet without breaking a few eggs. Still, few things are more highly annoying than trying to work on something but instead only succeeding in making it, and everything around you, extraordinarily messy. Graphite on the side of your hand? That’ll be a nice smudge across your drawing. Paint on your forearm? Now it’s on the door from where you pushed it open. You get the picture.

It’s a dirty job but someone’s gotta do it.

Never happy with you work

You’re happy when you do it, and then you look back on it and all you can see are its faults. It’s maddeningly maddening. The problem is that, as artists, we seek perfection in our vision but perfection is unreachable. You’re never going to have enough time or money or omnipotence.

Thinking Someone is always better than you

No matter how hard you try, no matter how good you are, no matter how talented, unique, interesting, whatever, in your mind, there’s always going to be someone better than you. It might not be true. You might be a generational talent, a Michael Jackson or a Paul McCartney or a Spielberg or a whatever, but the nature of art dictates that even if you’re at the very top, chances are you got there by never being happy with your own work.

You cant just be an artist

dirty art that no one ever sees. But if you want to succeed, you simply can’t. There are way too many people who are better than you, and there are even more people who might not have your skill but have more hustle. If you want to compete. 

Ideas easily be stolen 

now a day art work is easily stolen specially when you upload your art work in Facebook or in social media It’s really strange and frustrating and makes you feel like you have to guard your thoughts like some kind of a crazy person.

~Art will not materialise, life will not get organised, connections will not be made, if you are not taking conscious action steps, big and small, with consistency. - 

4 - For Tall Guys

1.Everyone Assumes You’re Amazing At Sports

What do you mean you don’t play basketball?’ is a sentence you have heard more than any other.Automatically everyone assumes because you taller over them that sports would be your thing.almost of my friends playing basketball and yes! um the only one who are not playing always i just play it by shooting then bounce back the ball to me then shoot it again then wait the ball to back. 

2.You’re Accidentally Looking Down Girls Tops

No matter what you say in your defense nobody will ever believe your innocence and it is completely not your own fault that you are always placed in prime position to look like a pervert.

3.Everyone Treats You Like A Climbing Frame

Children, cats, girls…okay, basically anything smaller than you really enjoys this game where they challenge themselves to try and climb right up to the top of your head.

So you are now officially human freak man who can be used just for the pure entertainment of others as if you really don’t mind getting a foot in the gut all the time as people treat you like a mountain. 

4.Mirror Problem 

Mirrors and cameras have this bad habit of cutting more heads . There is no possible way to get a full body close up in either. You are not just completely out of proportion but you are also out of perspective. or buy a mirror bigger than you.

5.It’s Awkward When You’re In A Relationship

You’re always seen as more of a guardian and a friend then someone who actually needs some loving too. When you do get lucky and finally bag yourself a girl who enjoys romantic walks, you are constantly asked to slow down with your giant strides.

Every kiss you’re made to bend down and every photograph it is always best to stay seated. Even when you’re holding hands together it feels as if you’re being dragging around a small child.

3 - Problems Gamer Will Unsterstand

1.Trading In A Game, Then Immediately Wanting To Play It Again

As part of the ever-ongoing problem of gaming being one of the most ridiculously expensive hobbies on the planet and they’re being so, so very many games out there that must be bought, we sometimes have to sacrifice that which was once held dear.

Often to get a new title you’ll find yourself rummaging through your gaming collection for things that’ll still hold some value. With nothing available, you’ll then take a game from years ago even though they’ll give you a pittance in the store.

You’ll use this to get some much-needed money off the latest title, but almost instantly you’ll find yourself inexplicably wanting to play the games you’ve parted with.

2.Having A Never-Ending Backlog Of Games

When you were a kid, life was simple. You went to school, ate some food, then gamed. You had all the time in the world, but you were quite content playing the same game over and over again because you simply didn’t have the money to do otherwise.

Then, quite suddenly, you’re an adult earning money. One game is now never enough; you’ll buy anything, as long as it’s cheap. Steam sales in particular are the most hideously appealing things ever to gamers who simply must buy everything for any amount less or equal to their bank balance.

Of course you won’t have time to actually play any of them, but it’s always nice to know they’re there, just waiting.

3.Trying To Be Cool And Hating COD, Then Buying It Anyway

We’re not entirely sure why the human race feels the need to collectively hate on something once it becomes popular, but such has become the case for the gargantuan series, Call of Duty.

Everyone moans about it. “It’s the same old crap, different year!” scream the message boards with thousands of opinionated gamers, each of whom will no doubt still buy the latest offering when it hits later that year.

If you are truly a COD hater and haven’t been near the thing for ten years, well done. You’ve probably missed out on hours upon hours of fun, but we applaud you standing firm by your beliefs.

4.“Just…One…More….Level”

You will go to bed after this one. Seriously, you will. You know you have to get up at Ridiculous O’clock in the morning. You’ll just finish up doing this bit, hit a nice point to stop and then go to bed. Yep. Totally will.

Before you know it, it’s now six in the morning and you’ve completely missed your chance to get any sleep whatsoever. It’s not your fault – after the bit you did there was another bit that was really exciting and gave you new things to play around with.

Then there was another bit after that…and another after that. If only games weren’t so damn fun!

2 - My Life In Virtual World

League Of Legends

Hello everyone, I just want to tell you about how LoL ruined my Life. I started to play for about 3 years ago, first I played about one game a week, but when I reached lvl 30 I started to play ranked and I really wanted to go up in League so I started to play about 5 hours a day. I didn't realise that LoL became like a drug to me. I played instead of being with friends and I became more and more dependent. I became a depressed. It felt like I LoL was more important than school so I didn't made my homework because I wanted to play. Now I have spent a lot of Money on RP and a lot of hours sitting in front of my screen and I really regret it now. When I lost many ranked games I became frustrated and I felt like there was no meaning with. When my parents told me to do anything else than playing LoL I became really mad on them and called them a lot of bad things. I just lost more and more friends and almost every weekend I played LoL instead of being with friends. LoL was like a drug for me. i didn't even enjoyed playing but I did it anyways because it felt like I had to. this game ruined a bit of my life.

But before i play a lot league of legend my focus is in to my friends and family specially to my girlfriend but since she broke my heart its really affected  me sometimes i don't want to go to school because during the break time i`ll always saw her to escape my depression i always play video games lot of video game like Call Of Duty,Half Life,Counter Strike,Special Force,Warcraft III,Dota2,Etc. 
but one day in garena what every one called talk talk, in RumbleRoyale when my first time to go in there room i met the admin because they'll entertain the other members and they mention your name sometimes when you are participating in there event or play with them of league of legends, in Rumble Royale Community they have a lot of people who looking for there members for ranked team sometime just to play normal game and costume game . and because of that a have a friend and what you called truly friend even you cant see him/her already. i know league of legends not ruined my life i just choice did it to my life life is about choice Also, all you need in life is one or two great friends, if you lost friends due to a game they were never your friends to begin with. Once you get older and have a family or even living with someone you will realize all this, your social life is not determined by the amount of friends you have.If you set the right priorities you can still play games 

1 - My Favorite Band/Music`s

Jireh Lim 

Jireh Lim is my idol beacuse his simple and he can play music even 
they dont have a band or any person who can help him to play alot of music while his recording or covering a music,they can do whatever they want and he could do it without any hesitations and complications with others. jireh lim songs is related on what going to my life at the moment especially like when I feel like it means a lot to me. Or sometimes, if I'm in the mood on drawing without an inspiration, I just use my imagination to build up an event or situation to be the subject of the piece.

1. A Thousand Years – Jireh Lim
2. All of Me – Jireh Lim
3. Angel – Jireh Lim
4. Beautiful Goodbye (Maroon 5 Cover) – Jireh Lim
5. Buko – Jireh Lim
6. Dahan ( December Avenue Cover) – Jireh Lim
7. Distance – Jireh Lim
8. Diwata – Jireh Lim
9. Heartprints – Jireh Lim
10. Kasintahan – Jireh Lim
11. Magkabilang Mundo – Jireh Lim
12. My First and Last – Jireh Lim
13. Pagsuko – Jireh Lim
14. Pisngi – Jireh Lim
15. Share Your World – Jireh Lim
16. Thinking Out Loud (Acoustic Cover) – Jireh Lim
17. Through the Wars – Jireh Lim
18. You and I – Jireh Lim

EzraBand 

1. Walang Iba

i love this song beacuse its true what they say no matter how hard it is one thing's for sure you will never leave the one you love,

If I Cry A Thousand Tears

Sometimes you feel as if everyone in this world is against you, like you are nothing but a piece of crunched up paper on the ground of this society that we live in, and sometimes… You feel like you want to end it all, end all the pain, end all your fears.. end everything that makes you sad, cry, and upset. You just want to take that razor and pick it up, and just cut…. But you can’t.. You have so many people who care for you, who love you, and who will miss you so much… But you just can’t see that because you are blinded by all of the pain… All of the pain and the suffering that everyone has put you through all of these years, and it just keeps adding up and adding up…. Then one night, you just can’t take it anymore, so you cry and you cry and you cry, until you can’t cry anymore…  You break down mentally and physically…  You cry until you can feel your heart literally breaking, like its falling apart piece by piece inside of your weakened chest… Those pieces of your broken heart dropping down into the darkness that is hidden deep within your body, getting lost forever…  Hoping one day… Somehow.. Someway… Someone who is strong enough, will break through that darkness and push through the walls that are built up higher and stronger than anything in this world…. I've felt like this for all of my life.

Silent Sanctuary is a 5-piece Filipino band. They entered the OPM(Original Pilipino Music) scene in 2006 with their songs “Rebound”, “Ikaw Lamang”, “Summer Song”, “Kundiman”, and “Ingat ka”. In their second studio album called Mistaken for Granted, the album's first single is called "Hay Naku" and the second one is called "Hiling". and here`s my music list of silent sanctuary


14, Abot Langit,Amakakeru Ryu No Hirameki,An Tono Band Heras,As I Tono,Baka ,BalangAraw,Broken In Silence,Broken In Silence(PianoVersion),BumalikKaNaSa'kin,Bumalik Ka Na Sakin,Dekada 90,Di Na KitaMahal,down,Estekka,Estella,Filler 1,Filler 2,For Tonight,Fortheen,Game Over,
Hay Naku,Hiling,Hinga ng Malalim,Huli na ang lahat,Ikaw Lamang,Ingat Ka,Ingat Ka(demo),Kahapon,Kismet,Kundiamn,Kundiman,Lalayo,Lambing,MaalalaMo,MasanayKaMuna,Mawala Ka,Meron Nang Iba,Nang Iba (feat. Ashley Gosiengfiao),Meron Nang Iba Ft. Ashley Gonsiengfiao of Midnight Meetings,Nagtahan,(demo),Paalam,(Single),Panaginip,
Parol,Pasensya Ka Na,Patunayan,Pauwi na Ako,Pink 5ive,praeludium et maestoso in miminore,Praetudium et Maestoso in mi Minore,Rebound,recession,Sa Buhay Na To,Sa Piling Mo,Sa'yo,Sa'yo (Orchestra Version),Sa'yo - Orchestral Version,Sama-Sama,Sandali Lang,Sayo,Sayo (Orchestra),Sealed With a Kiss,Sleep To Dream,stay for a while,Summer Song,Talagang Ganyan,The Saddest,The Saddest v.2,Tono Per Em,Tuyo Na'ng Damdamin,Wala Na

I always remembered you. i never forgot our memories,past even how 
many times i died. Stays alive the memories it. As a book